Can't hardly wait!!!!

It's been forever but finally just 23 days left till my wife gets back home from AIT. It's been hard, probably the hardest thing that has ever happened to me but it's been good. I have learned so many things in this past few months that I wouldn't have learned in a million years. I learned that I love my wife as I love myself, I love my family like a I love myself, I learned to love as in real love the real deal love that the bible talks about. I love my wife so so so much that it kills me inside to have her so far away but it's good and it's hard but it can and will be done. I bought her a dog a chihuahua :) for February 14 but I couldn't wait and I just had to tell her ha ha no surprise there. We are not going to be together this Valentines Day but our heart will be not only on this date but always together no matter how far away we are. I love my baby. I will always love my baby.

All I wanted was a Miracle!

Its taken much too long
To get it right
Would it be so wrong
To maybe find someone
A miracle.

And all you really need
Is everything you could never be
And so youd give it all
For a miracle

Is there a trace
Inside her face
Of a lonely miracle
And so you wait
And lie awake
For a lonely miracle

You never really know
What it is
Not until it goes
And if it comes again
Its a miracle

But what you miss is love
In everything below and up above
And could she bring it all
A miracle

I prayed and waited for a Miracle,
I prayed for days on end waiting for a Miracle,
My heart grew stronger and stronger each day I prayed waiting for that miracle,
And Jesus heard me, he answered, he felt my heart and changed yours for good.

You are my miracle it wasn't until you realized that missing love is not the answer and our family and unity is more important than anything in this world. I will cherish you, love you, protect you, help you, consent you, be faithful, care for you, take care of you for the rest of my eternal life I say all of this in the name of God and his son Jesus Christ. Amen.

I Love You!

When you Cry!

Heaven knows that you're with me now
Heaven knows that you're here
I feel your breath all around me now
And all the pain disappears
It goes away, it goes away

And it only hurts, when you cry
I'm only sad, when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say I'm fine
But it only hurts, when you cry

Dont cry my love, dont be sad,
we will soon be together.

Tu sabes porque te amo...

Tu sabes porque te amo, te amo por todas las cosas hermosas que haz hecho por mi, te amo porque eres sencilla, amigagable, social, juguetona, cristiana, y si sigo no paro. Eres para mi la mejor amiga del mundo alguien en quien yo puedo confiar siempre, alguien que estara ahi incondicionalmente para mi. Eres toda mi vida y te doy las gracias porque siempre me recuerdas lo mucho que me amas. No puedo esperar el dia a que llegues a PR ya solo faltan 30 dias nada mas y los dias se han hecho super rapidos. Pero cuando llegues sabes que tenemos un millon y medio de cosas para hacer y muchos suenos por cumplir. Gracias por entregar tu amor y gracias por confiar en mi, jamas te hare dano y jamas te dejare caer porque estoy en esta tierra para hacerte la mujer mas feliz del mundo. Te Amo.

I wanna Skate again!!!

I wish I could skateboard again, I wanna get back to those long days of rigging and searching for new spots to skate and munching at 7 eleven :P with only 3 dollars for the bus and to eat. Those where the days!!! My youth days that I wouldn't change for anything. I remember waking up at 7am, taking a bath, drinking a glass of orange juice, getting on my skating gear, smoking a menthol cig and going to my friends house so everybody could meet at 9am so we could catch the 9:15am bus to the metro area. I could skate all day long I had so much energy I remember skating till 2AM from 9AM flat non stop, I wish I could do that now. No problems, no worries, no nothing just me, a skateboard and a spot that was it life was so simple then. I got 2 new board at my house and I'm planning on getting a new one with a new set of wheels and some new skateboarding shoes, theres a spot near my house where a lot of people are skating it's kinda cool it has a launch pad, like 6 rails, a wallride and few other things, I wish it had a funbox I love funboxing. Time will tell.

To my wife, my friend, my soulmate.

Te regalo mi vida mi amor, mi corazon es tuyo, mi cuerpo es tuyo, mi sonrisa es tuya, mis ojos son tuyos, mis labios son tuyos, soy todo tuyo cuidame y amame.

Te regalo a mis hijas para que las cuides porque son parte de mi alma y sangre, te regalo mis manos para que las cuides porque con ellas laboro.

Te regalo mis ojos porque con ellos veo lo hermosa que es mi familia cuidamela, te regalo mis suenos porque junto a ti podre hacerlos realidad.

Te regalo mi corazon porque sin el no sabria que me haria te pido que lo cuides, lo ames, le des todo el carino del mundo porque es lo mas preciado que poseo.

Te amo y te confio mi felicidad, mi vida, mis hijas, mi corazon, mis manos, mis ojos, mi sonrisa. Porque eres el ser que amo, esposa, hermana, amiga, mi alma.

XOXOXO

Cleaning Day!!!

Well today was cleaning day at my house, yeah right now I'm the cook, the maid, everything!!! So I cleaned up my SUV was awesomely detailed and then it rained enough said!!!!! I'm right now at my dad's house stealing his internet cause I ain't got no internet at my house :( yes my wife keeps forgetting about reconnecting it. I just uploaded this picture to my wife can check it out the view of our nearby beach :) I just love it. I miss going to the beach with her :( but soon real soon 33 days more to go.

Life as a cycle based phenomenon.

Life is made up of cycles. Some times everything is alright and sometimes everything seems to be so messed up. Jesus wants us to be beside him at all times, he says when you see yourself face to face with a problem, don't quit, don't doubt that by my side we will conquer. You see problems make you grow in heart and in faith; take it as an exercise for the soul. When the cycle kicks in is when something is so perfect and all of the sudden it burns right before your eyes and then you pray and pray some more and your faith grows bigger and bigger each time, the thing is that you cant quit, never quit the cycle. When you quit the cycle your quitting on god and quitting on yourself and everything that once was at least a little bit right will be a whole lot worse. So my point is to never quit the cycle of life and keep your faith growing in Jesus Christ. Amen.

My wife and I agree on this we live our life not to only be in this world but we want to have our secure place in heaven with all of our family and children. For us this is just the beginning of wonderful and greater things. God will provide what we need, he will never abandon us and his words are our strength.

The Most Fun!!!

Well to tell you the truth I haven't had as much fun with one person in this world besides my wife. I just love to hang out with her she's so sexy and crazy I mean she's like a total trip. When shes not making weird noises shes laughing like crazy and I love to hear her laugh I just love it. I love to hang out at malls, theaters, concerts, beaches, long trips around our Island, we even do some photography from now and then. Just go on trips to get some pictures from all around. I miss hanging out with her but soon that will be over. I just want to take a moment to tell her that I love her and miss her and cherish her and I'm going to miss her in Valentine's Day but she will be in my heart always. I Love you baby.

34 Days to Go!

Still 34 days to go till my lovely wife gets back home from shitty AIT @ Fort Lee. I just can't wait to have her home and see her play with our baby and all. My days since August 28, 2007 have been very lonely and hard I just didn't know how hard it could get to be without her. It's been almost 6 months without her and we have had some tough times cause separation just fucks everything up from right to left but thankfully our love is strong and we have managed to get our shit together. Since I accepted Jesus Christ into my life on Sept 9, 2007 my life have changed completely from the way I think to the way I feel everything seems to make sense now a days. Before that everything was ... well to put it to you in an easy way.. BAD. I miss her a lot but soon she will be home with the help of God that is.

When one misses one!

I miss my beautiful, awesome, crazy wife she's right now at Army AIT @ Fort Lee, VA (Which sucks by the way). My days sometimes are long and sometimes they are so fast that I can't even breath. When days are so long like this one and knowing she's so far away makes me so, so sad. I just want her to finish up and come home safely and be a family again. The Army sucks in so many ways from family separation to the people in it. I went a few days back to the Fort Lee post and let me tell you it looks like one of them projects. So bad, so so bad and to be an Army base and look like this I mean it really sucks. I just want my wife back sometimes I feel like that Army fucks everybody's life up. I wanted to join so bad but after seeing what my wife has gone thru I'll never join the piece of crap. Not that I'm judging my wife as she is a wonderful soldier I blame the people that don't take things seriously and make the Army an A-HOLE place to be in.